I wouldn't disturb you

Here I lay on this bed,

Living or dying,

Nobody except my kins,

Cared at all,

For I may never say and wouldn't ,

Say this at all,

For I need your help ,

I wouldn't for I expect much of you all,

But wouldn't trouble your busy time up,

And expect something out of sympathy ,

If I need to die alone then be it,

I wouldn't say it,

I wouldn't disturb you. . .