I wouldn't disturb you

Here I lay on this bed,

Living or dying,

Nobody except my kins,

Cared at all,

For I may never say and wouldn't ,

Say this at all,

For I need your help ,

I wouldn't for I expect much of you all,

But wouldn't trouble your busy time up,

And expect something out of sympathy ,

If I need to die alone then be it,

I wouldn't say it,

I wouldn't disturb you. . .

Shadow

An arm to reach out through the dark,

To break free from the torments of self and others,

Wanted to walk under the moonlight,

To enjoy my pleasure filled time of day,

As I am a shadow,

From thy past,

Someone who is there from the start,

In dark surrounding you all around,

And in light mimicing you,

For I know all your secrets and doing,

Yet I'm bounded not to speak,

Still I carry the words around,

Spreading it around in somebody's ear,

As no one could escape himself,

The sin done would be made,

And you would eat it too,

For life is too short to escape. . . . .