Unspeakable love

I never could stop myself from loving you,
I regret that maybe I couldn't love you more,
Maybe time just finished up,
And you couldn't understand all my screaming for you,
Maybe I couldn't express it right,
I can't say now that I miss you,
Cause you are so far away from me,
I always cherish the lovely time I had with you,
That I could never have it with someone else,
That peace I experienced after a long time,
Maybe time couldn't let me keep you,
So that I could love you more,
I just regret I'm not there to take care of you anymore,
I do love you and will always,
Yes I'm stupid,
Still my thirst never ends for you,
I'm controlling it for you,
Maybe in the end it's better that we don't talk,
Cause we both know or at least I know,
I can't resist myself from holding you again,
Taking back what is mine,
Cause I never did fake things,
I just gave my heart as I felt,
And so did I lost myself again this time,
For my happiness went away into drain with you gone,
For no one can hold someone for so long. . .